Little Scout's Journal

busy bee
I am very busy. College apps are stressing me out. I love Vincent Morello with my whole heart and soul. This is a very exciting time in my life and I hope I don't let it pass me by too fast.

life
I'm in school. I have black hair. I don't eat during the day because of my schedule. I am trying to save a tree. I am reading. I am helping. I am learning. I am living. I am loving.

Current Mood: chipper

I don't understand most people.

I'm a woman, you're a machine
So lets see...orientation is very soon. Actually its on me and Vinn's 3 month...wow thats a nice way to celebrate that. I'm really excited for school to start though. I can't wait, I love school. And I love fall, and winter. I don't know this is really just an update to say I updated. Um nothing really new in my social life, cept that I love Shanny and she keeps me from running red lights. Nothing new in my family life cept that my family is continuing to look at houses because we're gonna move...yeah okay. Nothing new in my love life cept that Vinn is the BEST boyfriend I could ever ask for and I'm so completely happy with him its rijiculous (like a more ridiculous form of ridiculous). Nothing really new in my musical life cept that I actually wrote a song that I'm proud to say I've written and me and Vinn are perhaps planning on recording something.

Yeah yeah life is good. I have work tomorrow and tuesday. I get paid 9 dollars an hour to sit on my ass and great people as they walk in the door. Narsty.

Cross country is going well. I enjoy being a captain. Hahahaha I FEED OFF THE POWER BECAUSE I'M CAPTAIN OF THE WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahah

Okay tata

Current Mood: content

surf rider
let's see....apparently I haven't updated in a while so lemme try to recap my life here.

I don't know *insert a bunch of useless information pertaining to various events I've been to and various people I've hung out with*

Fast foward to yesterday which was honestly one of the funnest days I've had in a while. I picked Shanny up early, like 3:00, and we went to the dinner to get something to eat before we went to the mall with Christy to go BRA SHOPPING! Yeah we got milkshakes and french fries (with a side of cream cheese for me)

The mall was awful. I hate malls. The WORST store was Hollister. On top of them blasting music, it was pitch black in there. I seriously couldn't see or hear anyone. It was so ridiculous then when you walk in you know how there's someone there in the entrance greeting you? Well when I walked past her I was like "WHAT!" and then just kept walking, and then I later found out that Shanny did the same "WHAT!" to the lady when she walked in after me also. SO yeah mall was good. Got good bras and undies which is a good thing.

On the way home though me and Shanny decide to get some Nathan's for the ride home. We got these like corn dog hot dog nugget things. THEY WERE SO GOOD. So good that it got to the point where me and Shanny and were sitting on her couch watching t.v. and we just started talking about how good they were. THEN we decided that perhaps supermarkets would sell some kind of frozen corn dog that we could eat. We decide that they would. Then we just looked at eachother, got up, and went out to King Kullen because we NEEDED CORN DOGS. King Kullen had SHIT so we went to Wauldbaums which also had SHIT. SO we bought some bagel bites, annoyed my boyfriend, and then went home to eat the bagel bites and watch project runway.

So good. Today was fun. I had practice at sunken meadow where I proceeded to run with the Juniors (sophmores) and we bonded and shit. Love them. Then I went back to Shanny's where I thought it was only gonna be a few people but freaking EVERYONE was there. Well not everyone, but alot of people. Shanny made killer tacos and we ate them. Then I left a little early to hang out with my hubby.

Tomorrow I have to take me and my sister in for our physicalsssssssss which SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. I hate doctors. but SNAKES ON A PLANE comes out tomorrow night and I'm gonna see it by myself. Nice.

Alright. tata

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: los straitjackets

EEFFOC SKCUBRATS (starbucks coffee)
Meet Michael. Tall, smart, handsome. Above average looks, above average social ability. Tall, smart, and handsome parents, a rather "tall" ego, a smart mouth, and a handsome wardrobe. His thoughts boarder on how cool he is 99% of the time. The other 1%? Devoted to how he can scheme his way into getting drunk without his parents noticing. Like they would care anyways.

Know any Michaels?

Current Mood: cheerful

Hey genius, answer this
My frog died today. Apparently people don't really find it that sad. Sorry but I don't think you ever had to scrape your dead frog's body off the bottom of your fish tank. I had Orias for nearly two years and I loved him. I don't care if he wasn't green, and no one really found him that attractive. I loved him. So seriously, big fuck you to everyone. Its not funny at all that he died. If someone's dog died everyone would be all upset. But a frog? A frog that wasn't even green? HA! who cares! Fuck Mary! She's crazy! No, no. Fuck you.

Current Mood: sad

c'mon kill me!
So yes, driving around, doing whatever I please, going whereever I please with whomever I please is quite amazing. I love it. Fuck yes. Go me.

First day working at my gym was uhhh...mind numbingly boring. Should be a pretty easy job though. AND I get to work out for free AND I get paid nine bucks an hour. That's fucking AWESOME if you ask me. Life is awesome. Summer is awesome. My car? Oh yeah, its awesome.

=)

Current Mood: thankful

HOT DAMNNNNNNNNNNNNN
I PASSED MY ROAD TEST FUCKERSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: OVER FUCKING JOYED

And so the journey begins
Meet Susan. Medium height, medium-length medium brown hair, medium size nose, medium size mouth, medium size arms, legs, fingers, toes, head. Susan lives at home with her parents, who are medium, and her older brother who is also medium. Susan likes to ride her bike through the woods near her home in Wichita. She sometimes likes to swim in the creek behind her backyard. Susan is medium. She lives a medium life. Her brain is of medium size. Her thoughts are not perplexing. She has no original ideas in her head. She gives no topic a real second thought. Her parents are republicans and so is she. Her parents are Methodists and so is she. Her parents own a flower shop and so will she.

Oh to be Susan would be the most wonderful thing.

Double Double Toil and Trouble
So yesterday was a fun day. Me, Vinn, my sister, and Eli drove into the city to get dinner and go to the Comedy Cellar. We met up with my sister's boyfriend and his friend Sean Kellarsean...yeah thats his actual name...and we had dinner. That was fun until fire engines came and fireman had to close down the place we were eating because the smoke from the kitchen was leaking into the apartments above. Bummmerrrr. So then we headed to the Comedy Cellar but it was SOLD OUT hahahaha oh man but it was cool. We went to a poetry slam instead. Now THAT was awesome. Very intense and very awesome. Hahaha. Really you have to be there to see it I can't really describe how talented those people are in words. So then on our way home we stopped at Atlas to get vegan caaaaaaakeee which was so amazingly awesome Vinn didn't understand how the cake could be vegan. It was just too good. He thinks the people in Atlas sold their souls to the devil in return for an amazing vegan cake place. And then we left, but as we were leaving this guy's car in front of us broke down so the entire street was blocked up. Only in New York City can someone step out of their car in a backup and scream, "LET'S GO MOTHERFUCKER!!!" hahahah love it. But after that we continued smoothly on home and got home around 1:15 ish. Extremely passed my bed time but completely worth it =)

But what I REALLY wanna talk about is the strangest occurance ever in my mind...So ready? Me Vinn Jess and Mark get out of the car to go the Poetry slam at the New Yorkian. We're on a not too busy road and we step on the sidewalk to walk a few blocks to the place. There is a dying garden on the sidewalk that has a huge sign that reads: PLEASE SAVE OUR GARDEN. So all of the sudden a black cat crosses our path. Literally runs from across the street to on the sidewalk and then into the garden. Didn't really think too much of it (just thought of how cute it was and how much I like cats) until we then pass a random broken mirror leaning against the gate of the garden. This was like a full length mirror that was just shattered, that someone left on the sidewalk. So now we're all freaking out like oh weirrd!!!! Where's a ladder! Where's a ladder! (like because walking underneath a ladder is a bad luck thing too ya know) So low and behold, we walk right underneath a fire escape ladder from a window. THREE BAD LUCK THINGS IN ABOUT A 10 SECOND PERIOD. AND WHEN THINGS HAPPEN IN THREES THATS BAD LUCK TOO RIGHT?! Ahhhhhhhh it was freaky! Although I think me and my sister were the only ones who were freaked out. hahahaha.

But yeah I had alot of fun. Woop!

tata

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: Saves The Day

My ode to Jack Kevorkian
People think Jack Kevorkian was crazy. Was he crazy or was he just telling people what he really felt. Like how he thought people in jail should be used for medical experiments. WHAT! HOW COULD HE THINK THAT! Well, if you actually think about it, it does make some type of sense. I mean, I don't agree with it, but its a plausible situation. OH! But Dr. Jack Kevorkian was pro-euthanasia! So pro-euthanasia that it was sickening at times! He would scream, "EUTHANASIA IS COMPLETELY HUMANE! IT SHOULD BE LEGALIZED! HELL! IT SHOULD BE ENCOURAGED!"

I would like to meet Dr. Jack Kevorkian. Just because he was an honest man. Thats really all he was. An honest man who acted on his opinions. Granted they were extremely morbid opinions, but nonetheless they were his and he let everyone know about them. People like him I want to meet. Because I feel like everyone has a little bit of Dr. Jack Kevorkian in them. That sadist just screaming to get out, but society represses you. What if people actually voiced they're morbid opinions on subject matter such as euthanasia? What if you stopped saying, "euthanasia is wrong" and actually mean what you say. Okay, so maybe you do think euthanasia is wrong. But not everybody does. That's why it exists. So really? What are your opinions on euthanasia?

I think euthanasia is a terrific idea for people who are willing to die. Why live when you don't want to? Isn't it your constituional right to do whatever you want? So you want to die? Great! Let me go get my pistol, I'll do the job, I'm free today. Although I do have work tomorrow.

So what are you? A Necrophiliac? Okay man! That's cool. I'm just saying, where are all the people that think about death, suicide, the workings of it all. Where are the people who actually sometimes contemplate killing people. Where are the people that are fascinated with The Holocaust, and not disgusted by it. I KNOW YOU'RE OUT THERE! Where are the people that hold little babies and think that possibly crushing their skulls would be the most rewarding thing ever. For a second, a fleeting second I know you all think about that, but you shove it out of your mind. We're all humans. And what's better than death? Its everywhere, and I know everyone is secretely fascintated by it.

Let my man Jack Kevorkian off the hook. He's okay. Just troubled, but really. I have nothing against him. More power to him!

Current Mood: sadistic
Current Music: NIN

A pirate's life for me!
How does Canadian currency fall into our hands as some type of currency, but Mexican currency doesn't? I just got back from Baskin Robbins and I got a Canadian penny and I'm alright with it. You would never go into a Baskin Robbins and get a peso back. At least I don't think so right?

Current Mood: irritated
Current Music: Indian music stuck in my head from tonight

CANCEL THAT ORDER!
So I just got back from going to a Yankee Game with Russ Kim and Sean. It was so much fun! We freaking had to take a gagillion subways and shit but we had no problems because if we can navigate Venice then we can navigate the NYC subway systems right? Well we did have a little problem...we tried catching the 4 train to the stadium but instead got on the 6 and only realized that until the next stop. The realization of us being on the wrong subway happened as such:

Sean: Hey we're on the wrong train
Me: Hahahaha yeah okay
Sean: No really we're on the 6
Russ: Oh crap!
Kim: WHAT?!
Me: GET OFF THE TRAIN NOW!

And then some nice lady told us the 4 was downstairs so we caught it. No biggie really. But funny. OH! And then on the way back we lost the directions on how to get to Penn from 149th street. Oh man. That was extremely uncool. However, I had made the good decision of reading the directions to everyone when we got to the stadium so brilliant Russ remembered we had to take the 2 train into Penn so thank god for him. We got there alright and then went our seperate ways. Me and Russ went back to hton and Kimmy and Sean went to Seaford. All in all a very good expeirance without alot of mishaps.

But the game in itself was good. We completely creamed Tampa Bay 6-0. Hahahah and we ate so much junk there. We had a meal plan. 4th inning was dinner, 7th inning was desert, PLUS we got lunch when we got there, or at least I did because I was hungry because I'm always very hungry. Fackin' food there costs like 230498 dollars. Really its a freaking rip off.

But all in all I had so much fun and I love those peeps. Oh, and my hubby started his first day of work today =) He loves it which is good. A happy Vinn is a happy Mary.

AND SHANNON IS SICK! Ahhhh no good no good. If I could freaking drive I would drive her to the doctors...but of course...we all know I can't. August 7th will deal with that. Christ.

Alright I'm tired. tataaaa

Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: Against me! is stuck in my head

Kombucha Mushroom People
So last night a bunch of my homies and I went to Shanny's casa which was fun. Me and Vinn played some mean ultimate frisbee which I now want to play all the time because I'm AWESOME AT IT. Not really, but its still alot of fun. Then Shanny's brother and his insane friends challenged us to a game of man hunt which proved to be very awesome. Kimmy came last night!!!! I love her I haven't seen her since school started. Seriously me, her, Sean, and Russ (and Shannon of course cause she's a band kid even if she's not in band deal with it bitch) need to hang out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope we do soon I love those peeps.

So yeah I put some plugs in my los ears. They didn't hurt that bad. Although today I went to go check them and my right earlobe starting bleeding like a biotch. But its alright. They're tiny pluggies cause you gotta do this stuff gradually but I like 'em alot.

OH YEAH! I'M EMPLOYED ALMOST BITCHHHHHSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS! I applied to work at my gym and at first they didn't hire me cause they had a full staff but then the lady called me today and said that some of her girls were leaving in August to go back to college so she wanted to know if I wanted to come in August 9th and starting training! WEEE!! Now I get to work there AND I get to work out FOR FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. SUCK ON THAT BITCH!

So since its too hot today to paint my parents have now decided that I should basically exterminate and then clean my entire basement. You see, my basement isn't finished because my house is 130+ years old and my basement has five foot high ceilings and a cement floor and the original spokes that hold my house up PLUS new spokes to support the ones that were rotting - so basically every five feet there is a pole so my house doesnt fall down - and thus its a horrid dirty old disgusting mess. AND these things that my family has dubbed "creatures" live down there. These creatures aren't your normal insect. These are freak grass hopping beetle type insects. They're approximately half a foot in length and half a foot in width with antenae that are a foot long and legs that are a foot long and they can jump basically onto the ceiling. They're like mutant cock roaches. I'm completely terrified of them. My dad is even terrified of them. Its awful really. So yeah now I have to spend my summer down there killing these animals and cleaning my basement. I can't wait for schooly to start.

weeeeeeeee tata

Current Mood: giddy
Current Music: SOAD

Aerials in the sky
I have a bad habit of gorging my face late at night. Is "gorging" even a word? Well I don't know, but I stuff my face with food every night after I come around. At around 11 I just decide that I'm starving and should eat alot. Its really bad too right? Like isn't that how people gain weight? Actually its how I keep my amazingly slim figure. Don't eat all day and then right before you go to bed eat as much as you can. Its a miracle.

Anyway I don't know anymore. Well I do know, I just don't. I have a full time job now =) Currently I'm holding the position of Vinn's girlfriend and its alot of work. No health benefits either. Its a drag. I mean its such a tough job too. Like how yesterday he came over my house and helped me paint my fence. I mean I had to watch him and everything! Do you know how hard it is to watch someone paint your fence while you sit in the grass and eat an ice pop? Its draining. Emotionally and physically. Hopefully I'll quit soon or something I don't know. I can't keep this job up much longer. And the pay is shit =)

Well anyway speaking of the boyfriend me and him went to go see A Scanner Darkly tonight and it was the craziest movie ever. So crazy we couldn't even deal with its craziness. Now that's crazy. And the movie was really hard to understand. I don't think a movie should be crazy AND hard to understand. That's crap. Give me a break. Let me in on the plot or something.

Well anyway yesterday was captain's practice =) And after that me and Christy went back to Shanny's and ate the entire night. Seriously all I do there is eat. I eat her out of house and home. Oh man do I love her. She's good at making me food. And Christy is good at...well...listening to hot97 on the ride to Shanny's with me =)

Alright I'm done. Tata

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: System of a Down - Sugar

What could be better than a swan dive into the asphalt
So lets see...Tuesday I last update and now its Saturday. Not like any of you folks really want a play by play of how my life is going...but yeah alright idk.

I had some oral surgery done yesterday. I'm so freaking used to going to my oral surgeon its like ridiculous. Granted my surgery wasn't that big of a deal but I still needed novacaine and laughing gas and he stilled sawed away my jaw. Thanks Dr. Arcati. If I ever need my jaw sawed I know where to go.

But yesterday was a lot of fun. Me and Vinn got up "early" to catch the noon showing of Lady in the Water because the tickets are mad cheap in the morning. But the movie was really good I liked it. Freaking M. Night Shamalan is awesommeeeee. I wonder what the M stands for. Maybe Michael and he just doesn't want people to know his first name is boring and rather have them focused on the Night Shamalan part of his name. But yeah the movie was good.

And then we went to go get lunch and went to the library for no specific reason. Hahah we always go to the library for no specific reason but we always stay in there for at least an hour. And what did I learn from going to the library? Vinn does the most hysterical sexy walk and if you ever see him ask him to do it. Its amazing.

But yeah then I went home and did some healthy homework and sat around until Shannon and I both made the executive decision that Phil's show is most indefinately cancelled. So then we just decided to go get something to eat so her and Pat picked me up and we met Tom in the Village and went to Monday's where we orderd dessert first and then food. Hahaha. We do it up backwards style.

Well and then we ran into Vinn and Sir Billy in town and they kidnapped me from Shannon Pat and Tom so I went back to Vinn's house with Billy where Vinn proceeded to teach me how to erg...or at least try. Oh man.

Yeah. fun day. Today will be boring because I can tell. I will do nothing. I will sit on my ass and maybe do homework or go running. Maybe I will read. I'm excited.

tata

Current Mood: cheerful
Current Music: bing bop booop bleep

"ugh this fucking phone ass phone"
So today was a good day; better than yesterday.

Uh I woke up to freaking MegaDistasters: A Tornado in Oklahoma City on the History Channel which was a very unexpected treat. Fuck man, nothing is better than tornados. Nothing. I've decided that I'm prolly gonna move to Tornado Ally when I'm older. I think Kansas is prolly the prime destination. Or Oklahoma...idk. I need to statistically find out which state has the most tornados per season and live there ASAP.

So yeah after that I had to go job hunting AGAIN for the thrid time and it proved extremely unsuccessful AGAIN. What is new. Nothing. But I don't know I applied in this florist, and the girl seemed interested so hopefully she'll call me. But she won't. Cause I have shitty luck.

So then yeah I had to paint...excuse me prime, my fence with my mom. It was so fucking hot out and thus my painting techniques were below par. In conclusion I have primer EVERYWHERE. I got most of it off but as Vinn can testify..."Wow! It really is everywhere!" Yes. Everywhere.

So yeah me and Vinn had no idea what we were gonna do tonight and I certainly wasn't going to plan anything because I plan EVERTHING (no I really don't but I plan more than him) so of course I leave it up to him to decide what to do. So what does he chose? LETS GO SEE SAMITE OF UGHANDA PLAY IN HECKSURE PARK! African folk music. Alright...lets do that.

So of course his bright idea...that I was actually kind of stoked for because I could totally get into that African tribal music stuff...didn't work. Turns out Samite played at 7:30 instead of 8:30 so we missed him. Oh well, at least now I can download his stuff and pretend like I was there. Hahahaha oh man.

So yeah we went into town instead to get overpriced fruit punch and pussy ass tea and that was fun =) We always have fun. We're fun loving people.

And I have senior portraits tomorrow which is scary. I'm too old for all this shit.

tata

Current Mood: chipper
Current Music: the thunder outside

I'm not throwing stones at you anymore
So weeeeeeeee I got back from the Jersey Shore yesterday and it was a lot of fun.

Last night I went out to dinner with the Morello Clan and that was alot of fun as well. Hahaha and I also taught Vinn how to play Mancala because we like pretending that we're small african children.

So today I pretty much did nothing. I woke up early finished my health homework and read. I have to freaking read An American Tragedy for AP Lit and its fucking 900 pages. Its ridiculous. But the book is actually really enjoyable so far so I'm liking it.

Tonight I have captain's practice and I haven't ran since my last captain's practice so this should be interesting.

Uh my mommy wants me to paint the fence later but I don't really feel like being Tom Sawyer today. Its too hott out! Its like freaking 100 degrees outside what the fuck! I was literally cooking in my own skin when I was sitting outside. This is ridiculous. Why can't I live in Siberia for the love of god!

Mee maw I'm so tired. This morning I was thinking about maybe doing a detox experiment with myself where I would try to rid myself of my caffeine addiction. It sounds really painful but I think it would be a fun experiment and I could record all the feelings I go throw and see if its like an actual detoxification of drugs. Because caffeine is a drug and lord knows I need to have it everyday otherwise I suffer from caffeine withdrawal and get massive headaches and nausia and all that good stuff. Maybe I'll try it. I figure I have nothing better to do with my life except bitch about how I can't drive my delicious car and about how extremely unemployed I am.

tata

Current Mood: nerdy
Current Music: Glassjaw

I am colorblind
So tonight I went over Shanny's with some peeps and it was alot of fun. Hahah Christy was my personal chauffer because I can't drive as we all know. But oh man yeah we played games in the pool cause we're five years old and it was fun. Tomorrow I'm going down to the Jersey Shore because I'm sleazy and also because my Uncle has a house down there hahaha. I enjoy going down there cause he's mad funny and my Aunt Lorraine is the shit. She's an icredibly famous scientist for stem cell research and stuff and I don't know she's so goddamned smart I love it.

But yeah last night I saw my hubby for the first time in way too long! He got me all sorts of presents =) Now I have an extremely admired action figure collection that consists of Willy Shakespeare, Ed Poe, and Leo Davinci. Hahahaha best boyfriend ever!

Rap music is really great and anyone who says they don't listen to it is either lying or has no sense of fun.

I am a senior. I am a captain of the Girls Cross Country Team. I am in AP Lit and AP spanish. I have a car. I am REALLY OLD.

Current Mood: thirsty
Current Music: the welcoming silence of my broken grandfather clock

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